In the Moddle of No Where

when u stop breath … and the sun stop shine

when the eyes stop see … and the heart stop bomp

we stand like trees …like some one hitten by thunder

we wonder what happened … whats wrong we made … whats our hands did

why it became dark … why the fog accupy the earth

thats what happened when you are not with me

for the god how much is beautiful to look to your eyes

and how much soft toue cheeks are

and how much wonderful to touch your heart

I will give any thing to my hands be in your hands

you became my bearth … my heart … mylife … my soul … my angle … my brain … my every thing

and Im without u in the middle of no where

When you love someone….

I don’t know why I always run
is it fear of the fall or fear of the touch?

I don’t  know how to really love
I can’t stand still long enough.

I am alive and standing strong
I’m no farther forward, just farther along

I hold on to my pride and dig in deep
It’s pulling me down, and I am no closer to release.

I don’t know how to see you now
The friend from before is different somehow.

I don’t know when I’ll love again
I just don’t trust myself to let you in.

It’s taken ten thousand days
To get stuck in my ways
And it offers no grace
I cannot stand this place
With love in my face
I walk away slowly.

Falling out of love

Falling out of love

“Falling out of love”

Im learning to fall out of love
as time slowly passes me by

Im learning that my broken heart
will continue to make me cry

Im learning that falling in love
is easier than letting someone go

Im learning that falling out of love
is the hardest road I will ever know

Im learning as the pain slowly fades away
I will begin to smile an occasional day

Im learning too, that time is my friend
it will heal my heart, make the tears end

I want to mend my broken heart
I will forget that we did part

Im learning all of this every day
in my heart as your love slips away.

Black is the night

Black is the night when I search my soul
and in the night I cry……. endless tears unfold

and as  the tears flow, blood in my veins run cold
black is my pain…… as my fears untold

what is left this black night turns in my black heart
and as long as it is true we are forever apart.

I hope to soon leave this tortuous state
and forgive and forget lest I begin to hate.

The pain of Love

I want to write my feelings down,

but I don’t know what to say.

I cannot express what I now feel

because …..I have lost my way

Again, I opened my heart to you,

and allowed my mind to drift away,

I went back to you and another time

to what I thought was a wonderful day.

You walked back into my life again

and you opened up my heart.

This time you held it close to you

you said, so we would never again part.

Loving you is the greatest joy

I think I have ever known;

so freely I gave to you my heart,

it belonged to you and you alone.

Only the pain of love came to me again

this love was true I was told…

Never had I loved with all my heart before,

but your heart became stone cold.

I tried once more to find true love

I know I chose the wrong heart

Loving you forever I thought  I wanted

but you knew that we would part.

I thought you were the love of my life,

who would make all my dreams come true.

But I was mistaken….. again this time,

and again……I lost you.